I want to not eat so I get skinny again but people notice me too much and focus on me so they realize my habits. They’ll know. If I go to the bathroom right after I eat they’re gonna know. I’m too big though. I just need to be skinny. I let someone control me and make me feel like shit for way too long and now I hate myself for it. I let it happen. I let him hurt me and dealt with it over and over. Why does my huge heart always hurt me? Put me out of my misery.
I live my life day by day but am an over thinker. I love with my entire being and I care more than I probably should. I give out more chances than I probably should to those who are not so deserving. I am quite emotional as well, but I wouldn’t change a thing about me because I am who I am and I have accepted myself. I am a college student and that’s all you need to know. This whole blog will remain anonymous.
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