Mess up

anxiety, breakup, depression, drinking, reassurance, relationships, sad, Uncategorized 1 Minute

I literally mess up everything when it’s going good. Like when things finally change and are doing better I have to fuck it all up. I never know when to stop. The only person at fault for everything that has happened is me and now I heard the one thing I never wanted to and will probably never be able to forget it. That’s just how I am. But I will probably just try to push it out of my head and pretend nothing happened and put on a smile so no one knows what I’m really feeling. But that’s just me and my life everyday anyway.

Oh and the last post was made drunk. Are we shocked?

-Isa.

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Published by Rmriwords

I live my life day by day but am an over thinker. I love with my entire being and I care more than I probably should. I give out more chances than I probably should to those who are not so deserving. I am quite emotional as well, but I wouldn’t change a thing about me because I am who I am and I have accepted myself. I am a college student and that’s all you need to know. This whole blog will remain anonymous.

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