So I don’t know why but I’m just really sad today like I just am in a funk. I hate feeling like this cause things with me and my man problems are smoothing over but I still over think. I still wonder. I was doing so good but I don’t know it’s just not a good day. I was so happy. I just need to quit thinking like my thoughts ruin everything. I’m eating more than I was at least….20 pounds later. Trying to reverse the damage from my previous mental state.